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w¨‍hu isg yeoisá weÿï Wkd oud is;afia kd.ekSug is;d ksji msgqmig jkakg ;snQ ,so fj; oyila foa is;ñka mshukskag úh’ud yg hï lrekla fya;=fjka msgia‍;r hful= ud foi n,disákjd jeks ye.Sula is;g oekqkq fyhska msgqmi yeÍ n,kjd;a iu.u ud ÿgq fohska isysiqka fkdjQfha uy;a mßYaY%uhlska h”””””’
””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””’

ldka;djlf.a flia frdola@@@@”’ke; ñks;a;= lsysmhlska pkaodf,dalh m;s; flfi,a m;%hka ,;djlg meoafokakg úh’f;fyÜgqj yd uy;a YdÍßl wmyiq;d fya;=fjka ud is; jHdl+, ù we;s ieá ug .uH jQfha fmr fkdù úrE f,i is; mqxÖ jQ fohlg mjd ;s.eiaiSu fya;=fjka hehs Tng lsj hq;=h”’
wä lsysmhlska ,so fj; ,.d jQ ud ,ska neïu fj; yso wo ojfia isÿ jQ isÿùï u;ldj¾ckh lrkakg jQfha iqmqreÿ mßÈh’ud mqÿuhg m;a lrñka ld, j¾k n,f,l= ú,dm yv kkajñka tla jru mek ú;a ud fj; yeÍ kej; ú,dmh k.d udf.a m%;s úreoao ÈYdfjka fkdfmkS hkakg jQfha laYkhlsks”
””””ñka fmr ud lsis Èfkl tjeks if;l= wm j;af;ka oel fkd;snqkq neúka th tla;rd wkaoulg is;g wiykldÍ is;=ú,s f.dkakla f.k tkakg iu;a úh”ksi, jQ rd;%sh ud is; ksnoju W;af;ackh lrhs f;fyÜgqj yd udkisl jYfhka ud ÿn,fhl= njg m;alsÍug mdßißl idol u; jQ W;aiyhka mrod ksyv yd ksial,kal nj l,ska lS mßÈ rd;%sh úiska ud mrdch fkdlg ud ;=,skau Yla;su;a ùug oysrhu;a lrhs’is; ;=, we;s jkakdjQ w;sfYdala;sfhka hq;a is;=ú,s f.dkak ;ju;a ud u; we;s l, jHdl+, neõys flakaøh úiska ud .s, f.k we;”’
Ôú;dka;h olajd isr ovqjï kshuq jQfjl= fia ud úiska ud ;=,u”udf.a is;=ú,s ;=,u isr ù we;’tla miflks mS;DD;ajh wfkla miska ieñfhl= yd mqf;ls f,i ud úÈkakd jQ yd wÈka miqj ú§ug yd bgq lsÍug isÿ fjkakd jQ ldrH ndrhka ud bÈßfha ueù ;sfí’Th ish¨‍u foa ud fjkqfjka Ôj;a fjkakd jQ iÔù jQ rEmldhka Wfoid ud bgq l, hq;=h”’
bula fkdfmfkkakdjQ is;=ú,s fmdl=ßka ñÿkq ud isis,a jQ c, oyr ;=,ska iekiqï iqjh úÈkakg jQfha fnf,la mksÜgqfjka .; ;jrd .;a c,fhks”,d ÿnqre meyeh .;a ;=jdh c, oyßka ikid .;a .;g ijqïh njla tla lr ÿka w;r ud blaukska kej;;a ksji fj;g f.dv jQfha ksÈ foõ ÿjf.a ksula fkdue;s jQ wdrdokdj uoafhah”is.s;s mq;=;a weh;a ud jßkajr isys .kajñka ud is; ikijd .ekSfï ,d wid¾;l W;aiyhla fhfokakg jQfha yoj; ;=, jQ jroldÍ ye.Sï hgm;a lr .ekSugh’ud úiska w;HdjYH jQ oE ksji ;=, fkdoud tkakg ud yg Tjqka yd ßis fia /§isàug yels fjkq we;’l=ula lrkako”ud wjdikdjka; h”
flfia fyda whdf,a hk is;=ú,s ud fndfyda fjfyig m;a lr we;’wÿr thg ;j;a m%dkhla tla lrhs’ksji ;=, jQ n,an ish,a,u wl%Sh ù we;af;a Tjqyq;a thg yjq,a ù we;s fiah’mehl muk ld,hla wÿrg oEi yqre ùfuka hula wÿf¾ Wjo oel .ekSug yelsh’ksjfia uq¨‍;ek f.h fj; mshueks ud tys jQ mrk rdlalhla u; w; f.k hkakg jQfõ .sks fmÜáhla fidhd .ekSfï wruqksks”ohsjh t;rïu iroï ldrfhl= fkdjqks tfy;a tho Tyqf.a iroulafoda lsj fkdyel’.sksfmÜáhla iu. wvla muk oeù .sh bámkaouls’ blaukska th o,ajd .;a ud ujla úiska ;u ,orejd /l .kakdla fuka b;d iq/lsj bámkaou;a /f.k ksodk ldurh fj; msh k.skakg úh”’
ukdj ielijQ ihkh fjkod fuka wo;a kskao yd fmñka fj,S isà kskaog wjYH jkafka ihkfhys iam¾Yhhs”tys Wkqiquhs’tfy;a wo kï fï fmï yjq,g fndfyda fihska lror fjkakd jQ È.= /hla jkjdg ielhla ke;’mq¨‍ka msrjQ fldÜgh u; ysi ;nd .;a ud oEia wvjka lrkakg úh”’

˜‍f;daj wo uka urkj mrÜg ne,a,s”’f;da ysÿjo f;dg ksoyfia Ôj;a fjkav uka bv fohs lsh,”’fufy jr ”’˜‍

.sks o¨‍ fuka r;a meye .;a oEia u; m;s; wdf,dalh ud fj; yeÍ we; tla w;la u; ldYagl jQ uq.=rls wfkla wf;ys ldka;djlf.a lsj yels flia frdols’weh ìu jeà Tyqf.ka Ôú; odkh wh§’ud óg fydardjlg muk fmr isáfha ksjfiys ksok ldurh ;=,h’ud msiafilao”oeka ud isákafka ksjfia f.aÜgqj wi,h th;a ud wi, ud lsis Èkl fkdÿgq wd.ka;=lhka fofofkl= iu.’ud l=ula l, hq;=o”yeä oeä msßñ wd.ka;=lhd úiska .eyeksh mSvkhg ,la lrkafka l=uk fya;=jla wrnhdo’.; hq;= ;Srkh l=ula jQj;a ud úiska wirk .eyeksh Wfoid idodrkh bgq l, hq;=h”

˜‍tahs w;wermka ñksfyd fl,a,j”Wng ,eÊc keoao .Ekqkag Tfydu .ykak”˜‍

fufi lshñka ud Tyqf.a Wrysfika weo uqyqk foi n,kakg úh’w;ßka m;r jeù ;snQ /jq,a .ia yd wvla meiS .sh fldkavh ueÈhï jhfia miq jQfjl=f.a ,laYk úoyd olajkakg úh’oEia jhsrfha yd fl%daofha tl;=fjka ckauh ,;a uqr.fhl= nÿ úh’tla úgu ud miq mig weo oeuQ oeäjQ yia;h laYkhlska ;ud i;= jQ uq.=frka .eyskshf.a ysi u;g oeä myrj,a lsysmhla .ikakg ú;au ldka;dj ;u ysi w,a,d f.k fmd,j u; È. yefrkakg úh’ud ke.sàug fldf;l=;a W;aiy l,;a ud fmd,jg ;nd neo we;s whqrla oefkkakg jQfha ud buy;a î;shg m;a jQ ksidfoda hehs lsj fkdyel’

uq.=re myr lE ldka;dj ;ju;a ìu jeà ú,dm k.hs tfy;a uq.=re orkakd ta wi,j;a fmfkkakg ke;’foaj ydialula fuka ug ke.sg .; yels jQfha fï w;rh”blaukska ldka;dj fj; .sh ud wehg l=ula ùoehs fidhd n,kakg úh’wfyda”’foúhfka”weh .eìksfhls’wehj ud óg fmr fldfyka fyda oel we;s neõ ud is;g tl jru meñksfha ksrdhdifhks”Tõ ud wehj oel we;”Tõ”’Tõ”’Tõ”fï wehuhs”

˜‍wfka uy;a;fhda udj fír .kak”’uf. ore meáhg fudkjyß fjhs”wfka udj fír.kak uy;a;fhda˜‍

weh ord .; fkdyels jQ fYdalhlska wehf.a yv wjÈ lrkakg úh’uqj yd kdifhka fkdkj;sk fia .,d hk reÈrh ud yo ii, lrjhs’ud weh ÿgq m,uq Èkfha ud wehg ihQ f,i /jgqkq neõ wehj ud ksjig /f.k wd whqre ud is; ud ;=,ska iajhkaj wdjrckh lrhs”wehf.a ,eug háka fkrd wd we;s Worh weh uy;a jQ fõodkdnß; njlska fiñka w;.dhs’wehf.a fofk;a u;ska weo yef,kakdjQ lÿ¨‍ leg”tajd ;ud fjkqfjka fkdj ;j;a Ôú;hla fjkqfjka neõ isf;k úg”
wehj blaukska ud frday,la fj; f.k hdhq;=h tfy;a th flfia lrkako’ud weh wi,g ,kaj wehf.a ysi fl,ska lr wi, jQ .ilg fya;a;= l, w;r weh ;u Ôú;fha wjidk ld, fydardj f.jk neõ ug f;areï hkakg úh”wehj fírd .ekSug fkdyel tfy;a wehg fï wmrdoh l, ;sßikd fjkqfjka ud wehg hqla;sh bYag l, hq;=h’

˜‍Thd ljqo@ lshkak˜‍

wehg ms,s;=re §ug fkdyelsh weh f.d; .ihs’hï úfgl weh ;u yqiau fõ.fhka by,g yd my,g ouhs’jßka jr jgmsg n,hs”lsysm fofkl=f.a kï lshjhs”’ud flfia kï fujekakla úiajdi lrkako’ud óg fydard lsysmhlg fmr iqjfia ksod .ekSu ioyd .sh wdldrh ug isys fõ”weh f.ka hï f;dr;=rla ,nd .; hq;=j we; ta ukao weh yd ;j;a pß;hla ud uki ;=, we;s l, fï mge,sú,a, ksrdlrkh Wfoidh’

˜‍uy;a;”’hd”uy;a’˜‍

mqÿuhlsæ”m%dkySkj isá ;eke;a;sh lgyv wjÈ fldg we;’wehf.a iqÿue,s ù ;snQ lïuq,a r;a meye .ekaù we;’weh fYdan udkh ÿgqjkaf.a ye.Sï wE fj; weoneo ;nd .; yelS rEimqjlska ysñh’bß ;e,S .sh f;d,a u; /È lÿ¨‍ yd uqiq f,a ìÿ weh flfrka uy;a î;shla Tmakkajhs’fofk;a ;=, jQ ye.Sï wehg msg lr .; fkdyels fia isr ù we;ehs ud is; lshhs”

˜‍uy;a;fhda uf.a wd;afug oekaj;a iekiSula fokak”’iekiSu”’iekiSu”iekiSu ug ´k˜‍

ug lsisjla ;ju;a f;areï .; fkdyel ud uq,la w.la fkdokakd úYd, jQ jd¨‍ldjl uxuq,dù isákakd fiah”ug l, yels tlu foh wehg ijka §u muks’ud wehf.ka wikakg hkakd jQ ish¨‍ foag ug ms,s;=rla ,efífoda hkak tl;rd wkaoulg m%Yakd¾;hls’tfy;a wehf.ka flfia fyda wid oek .; hq;= foa fndfydah’

˜‍iekiSuææææ”’fudk iekiSula .eko lshkafk”’ug lshkak fudlo Wfka”” ljqo wr ;sßikd”’wehs W! Thdg fufyu fohla lf,a”˜‍

˜‍fï”l’È. l;djla uy;a;fhda”uka ys;=j fufyu fohla fjhs lsh,”’ta;a fuÉpr blaukg fu foaj,a fï úÈyg isoao fjhs lsh, ys;=fj kE”’˜‍

˜‍ug jeä fj,djla kE uy;a;fhda””uka uy;a;hg mq¨‍jka ;rñka fï foaj,a .ek lshkakï˜‍

˜‍uf. ku wysñ uy;a;fhda fï uf. nfâ bkafk uf. orej uy;a;fhda ta;a fï thdf. orej fkfï”’˜‍

˜‍ug lsisu fohla f;afrkafk kE””wysñ”fudkjo Thd lshkafk˜‍

˜‍uu yßu mjq ldßhla foúhfka”’wfkaææææ”’uka fufyu fkdlrkakhs ;sífn”nqÿ uy;a;fhda uka Tlafldu úia;f¾ lshkakï yenehs ug ;j tÉpr fj,djla kE”˜‍

wehf.a ÿlals; jQ iqiqï uoafha weh ;u yv wjÈ lrkakg úh”;u wd;aóh ksoyi Wfoid ;u yv wjÈ lrkakg úh’

˜‍uu uf.a mjqf, tlu .Ekq orej”b;sï whsh, ;=ka fofkla ueo ;uhs uka Ôj;a jqfka wuuf.kqhs ;d;a;f.kqhs ,enqkq wdrlaYdjg jvd uf. whsh, ;=ka fokd udj wdrlaYd flrej uy;a;fhda’fudkj Wk;a uka ;rek .Ekq ,ufhla úÈyg flfkl=g f.dvdla wdodf¾ l,d uy;a;fhda ”’thd””thd””’thd fiamd,a”’ug ys;d .kakj;a neß wdorhla uka thdf.ka ,enqjd”fï iïnkafo f.oßka oek f.k ;snqfk”uf.a fouõmsfhdhs whsh,hs fïlg leu;s Wfka kE”’ta;a”uy;a;fhda uka thdg ta fjkfldg uf. yeufoau §,hs ;sífn ug thdg tfyu fohla fkdfokak ;rï wúiajdihla ;sífn kE”’fldfydu;a wms fokak mek, hkakhs Wkafk”’fï w;frÈ ;uhs thdg yuqodjg hkak ´k lsõfj”uka fldfyduj;a leu;s Wfka kE fiamd,a yuqodjg hkjg fudlo ta ldf, f.dvla ÿrg yuqodjg hk fld,af,d tkafk fmÜá j,”b;sï uka th;a tlal rkavq Wkd uka thd .sfhd;a uefrkj lsh, lsõj ta;a fiamd,a lshkafk .;a;= ;Srkhla fjkia lrk ukqiaifhla fkfï” thd fldfydu yß yuqodjg .shd”tfyu .syska udi 4lg miafi .fï wdj”’uka mqÿu úÈyg i;=gq Wfka uka f.org fydfrka fldfydu yß fiamd,aj yïfnkak .shd b;ska thd udi .dkla uka ke;sj ysáfh fndfydu md¨‍fjka lsh, lsõj”uka meh .dkla fiamd,a tlal thd,f. f.or”b;ska uy;a;fhda thd wdfh;a ud;a tlal rkavq lr, ksjdvq bjr Wkdu jevg .shd”’uka je/oaola l,dfoda lshk ye.Su ug wdfj ke;sj fkfï ta;a fldfydu;a thd udj lido nÈkjfk lshk ;ekhs uu Wkafk”Th w;frhs ys;d .kakj;a neß wdrkaÑhla .ug wdrkaÑ Wfka”’fiamd,a jjqkshdfjÈ fndaïfnlg wyqfj,d ueß, lsh, f.or weú;a f,dl= whsh wïu;a tlal lshkj ug weyqk’uka ta fj,dfj fldfydu fï foaj,a ord .;a;o lsh, uy;a;hg f;afrkafk kE wvqu ;rñka thdf. ñkshj;a f.org tõfj kE ”’b;ska uka i;s .dkla fkdld fkdî wevqjd ta;a ug f;areï .shd uerek flfkla fjkqfjka ÿla fjk tl fudav jevla lsh,”b;ska fldfydu yß uka ys; yod .;a;”’wdya”ug lshkak wu;l Wkd ug f.oßka fiamd,a .ek oek f.k tal k;r lrkak ;j flfklaj l;d lr,hs ;sífn thd úÿr ”fldfydu yß f.oßka lrmq n,mEï tlal udhs úÿrhs lido nekaod””fï isoao Wkq yeufoau isoao jqfka tl msg tlla ”’b;ska wms lido neo, udi y;rla jf.a hkfldg uka .eí .;a;d ta;a ug nhla ;snqk fiamd,af. orefjlao lshk tl fldfydu Wk;a oeka isoao fjkak ´k foaj,a isoao fj,d bjr ksid uka ys; yod .;a;d”fldfydu yß fï w;r ;=r ;uhs ys;d .kakj;a neß Wkq isÈÈhla isoao Wfka”ojila uka ñÿ, w;= ..d bkakfldg ljqo ukqiaihla wfma f.a Èyd n,ka bkakj b;ska uka ,.g .syska ne¨‍j fudllao Wjukjd lsh,”’wfydaææææææ”uka l,kaf; odkav Tkak fukak”’fiamd,aæææææ ”ug yhsfhka lE .eyqk tod úÿr jevg .syska ysgmq ksid ug nhl=;a oekqkd fudlla yß lrorhla fiamd,a lrhs lsh,”ta;a tod thd fudl=;a lf, kE ta;a ug nekak Wn udj /jÜgqj fkao lsh,”uka mq¨‍jka úÈyg f;areï lrkak W;aiy l,d ta;a thd f;areï .;af; kE”thd uerek lsh, .ug mkúfâ tj, ;sfhkafk jerÈ,d lsh, ;uhs thd lsõfj”’ta;a uka mq¨‍jka yeu úÈylgu thdg fï foaj,a f;areï lrkak W;aiy l,d””ta;a thd lshmq tl fohlska ug ys;d.kakj;a neß Wkd”’thd lsõjd ˜‍Wng ,eÊc keoao .Eksfha uf.ka orefjla nfâ ;shka ;j;a tflla tlal lido lkak”n,uqfld Wnhs Wfn ñksyhs fldÉpr l,a i;=fgka bÈhso lsh,˜‍”’uka f;areï .;a; fiamd,a wmsg i;=fgka bkak fokafk ke;s ú;a;sh””thd Bg miafi ojia .dkla wfma f.a .djg wdjd weú;a wr úÈyg ug nek, hkak .shd Th w;fr ;uhs ug uf. jev ;kshu lr .kak wudre ksid f.or jevg .Ekq flfkla f.kdfj fmkqfuka kmqre Wk;a f.dvla fydo .Ekq flfkla ”fiamd,a wfma f.a .djg tk tl thdg f,dl= m%Yakhla Wkd thd uf.ka weyqj ta ukqiaih ljqo lsh, uu lsõj uka okafk kE lsh,”ta w;r ;uhs thd fiamd,ag ,.È nek, ;sfhkafk’ñksyg fydogu flaka;s .syska tod”Bgmyq fjkqo ta lshkafk fmf¾o ”Bg miafi uka ojila wdfh;a oelal fiamd,aj ug thd wv .eyqj”fyg ?g f.aÜgqj .djg tkak lsh, lsõj uka lsõj nE lsh, Bg miafi fiamd,a lsõj thd wfmka wE;g hkak hkafk ta hkak l,ska ug lshkak fohla ;sfhkj ta ksid wksjrHfka tkaka lsh,”’wjidk j;djg uka thdf. b,a,Sug leu;s Wkd”˜‍

˜‍uka lsõj úÈyg fu;kg wdj uya;a;fhda uka ySfklskaj;a ys;=fj kE fï ;sßikd fufyu fohla lrhs lsh,d”W! udj úkdY l,d uy;a;fhda””úkdY l,d ”’úkdY l,d”’;j;a fohla uy;a;hd””fïl lsisu úÈyl j¾;udkh fkfï fïl w;S;h fïl ;uhs wfma wd;au ksoyia lrkak mq¨‍jka fydou úÈy b;sï f.dvla mska uy;a;fhda”iudfjkak”’f.dvdla iudfjkafk uy;a;h,g fuÉpr l,a jo ÿkakg lrkak fohla ;sífn kE uy;a;fhda”’wÈka miafi uy;a;h ksoyia”’˜‍

wef.a wjika yqiau fmdo fy,k úg ud fndfyda foaj,a f;areï .ekSug iu;a úh weh ;ju;a .i uq, weo jeà isà wmam%dksl jQ wehf.a .; ud ;=, we;s lrjkakd jQ î;sh yd jHdl+, neõ ksid ud uy;a fia úvdjg m;a ù we;””

˜‍f;dms Tlafldgu uka fydo jevla lrkjd””n,mshõ”’n,mshõ˜‍

;j;a ksi, foay folla wd.ka;=l uq.=re orkakd úiska ìu u;ska weo f.k whqre ud bÈßfha l%shd;aul fjñka mj;S’fkdkj;sk fia t,a, lr we;s uq.=re m%ydr fya;=fjka foayhkaf.a YdÍßl fldgia ;e,S l=vq ù we;”fuf;la fkd;snQ wdf,dalhla pkaøhd úiska fmd,j u; m;s; lr we;af;a isÿjk uyd wmrdoh foúhka Wfoid ksrjoH whqßka fmkaùugoehs lsj fkdyel”ug yelafla n,d isàu mukls”

bka blaì;sj uq.=rdfrdaylhd úiska foayhkaf. f.,a Wfoid f;dkavq idod ;udg kshñ; pß;fha wjidk jQ fldgi r. olajhs”fudfyd;lska ksi, foayhka rEiai udr .i u; úfgl jefkñka ;j;a úfgla meoafoñka ;udg kshñ; jQ fldgia fjka fjka jYfhka bgq lrhs”’

ld,fha je,s ;,dj u; ksokaj .sh wÿre kgnqka fufia ld,h úiskau kej; kej;;a f.dv .ekSu wo;a fyg;a w;S;fha§;a isÿ jQ fmdÿ jQ o¾u ;djhla f,i ud yg yef.a”’isÿ jQ ish,a, b;du ksrjq,a f,i ug meyeÈ,s ù we;”tfy;a fiamd,ag l=ula jkakg we;so th Èkl ud fidhd ne,sh hq;=h”ud oeka Tjqkaf.a ixiaYsma; l;dfõ Wka pß; fndfyda fydÈka yÿkd f.k we;”;jo Tjqka l;djg iudma;hlao tla lr we;”fndfyda l,la ud is;g jo ÿka
fï wixYsma; .oH ud yg Tjqka úiskau iïmQ¾k lr § we;”’ud wÈka miqj fndfyda ksoyia ñksfila hehs ug jßka jr is;g kef.kqfha Tjqkg fuka wiïmQ¾k jQ l;djla fkdue;s nejqka hehs lsj yel”ud Wofhau uf.a ,neÈhka Wfoid ud fjkqfjka bgq úh hq;= hq;=lï fm, .eiaúh hq;=h”

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